I'm back! I have missed everyone so much! It's a bit hard to do personals as I've been gone so long and there's been so much happening, but I have read everything!

Christmas for us was a bit depressing... our first without Grandma so the big family thing was much quieter than normal. I was also getting upset with seeing everyone gushing over my three and a half year old nephew! But I did manage to catch up with the friends who had their baby two weeks ago... I was upset at the time, but I fell in love with him as soon as I saw him! I got lots of cuddles and coped better than I thought. There's yet more people praying for us - I shared a little of what the past year has held for us (I never really thought of it as a crap year until then, when my friend labelled it as one - I'm now looking forward to a better one in 2007 - it surely can't get worse!) and the support we have gained from them is amazing.

I kept taking my temps while we were away, and the details are stored as memos in my phone - I'll get around to updating my chart soon! I actually feel a bit naughty - never before have DH and I ever BDed while staying with my parents except for the odd time when we find ourselves at home alone... but very carefully and very quietly we did a couple of times while we were away! I actually felt like a kid sneaking around and hiding from my parents again! I doubt very much that anything will come of it as the one thing I can see from my temps is that they are very, very low.

Pondering starting provera now so I can be just starting AF when we next see the specialist... but it did a number on me last time, and I'm really not looking forward to it, so I kind of feel like I should be a good girl for a change and wait for my instructions.

BW