Just wanted to say thank you to Notmother? - you've put down so much that I think but can't seem to articulate.

I find it's hard to stay positive when you have all these negative emotions running through you contstantly - sadness, anger.
I don't want to talk to anyone because I really don't think they can understand how you feel so I shut myself off from everyone. No-one seems to be able to say 'oh that's terrible, you poor thing' - which I'm sure is what a lot of people are thinking!!
People think IVF is the answer to it all, they don't understand how hard it is to accept that you need IVF and also, that it doesn't always work! Sure it's great that it's there, but it doesn't stop you feeling like less of a woman for needing it.

I have ordered your book and I'm looking forward to reading it. I hope it will help me with some of my issues.