Hi Hana,

Thanks for your post, sorry I have taken so long to right back but I have been trying to keep myself busy. It is always comforting to hear other peoples stories. It has been 4 months since we lost the last baby and last night I still broke down in tears and cried myself to sleep. I am seeing a natural fertility doctor who is helping me get my body back to premium health and then in a few months we might try again. I still feel sick to the stomach when I think about being pregnant and possibly having another baby with anencephaly, I thought it would get a bit easier but it hasn't really. I am sure though that it will happen for us one day and until then we have to think everyday we are so blessed to have our beautiful little boy, who of course, we both adore.

Take care and hugs to you.

Love Deb