I've been in here a few times but things have been up and down at home that I didnt feel like talking/typing....
The Dh been acting weird and abusing me when I look at him saying aLL I do is nag him....
His behaviour is odd too....
(like if i fall asleep on the lounge he will leave me there, or when he comes home he does not speak to me unless it is to ask if dinner has been cooked)....
This morning I sent him a text telling him that enough was enough and that I wanted Us over...
he then rang me and abused me and told me to go back to my jerry springer soap opera.
"Jerk Off".
maybe he is ****ed as he knows I will get this baby and maybe he dont want it?
or maybe he is doing the nasty behind my back....
There was a time i would fight tooth and nail for this guy and now I am like I just give up, I have 5 kids and i cant handle his childish behaviour to Boot....
maybe it is not a baby I'm missing, maybe it's my life.....
why are men so complicated, did god create them this way so they could Pi## of the female's....
I have been with him for almost 15 years and I'm scared if i do walk out I'll never find another....
he can be naturally moody but this is GRRRRR....
It's like he has PMS with menopause.

anyway I hope you are all well and congrats to those who have had reversals and to your new nephew mumof5....
Talk soon.