If it weren't for the fact that I had frozen embryos, I could easily walk away with Sam as an only child and be happy. But knowing that he has two potential siblings in the freezer makes me feel like I really need to give them a chance. I can't donate them. I can't just give away Sam's siblings. The way I feel today has me thinking that a second child would be doable. But I'm all too aware of the fact that there are days where Sam feels like too much and I have no family that live close...

I guess I just have to wait and see what DH thinks and hope he comes home in a better mood today!

BW