Hi Sazz,

Yes I guess we are in the same boat. I think I coped very well with the last loss, I guess I have had so much unpleasant news about my health in general lately that I have been trying to stay positive about everything - and it works!

I thought I would have to wait a month before I could try the last frostie I have - but the clinic said because I was on a completely natural cycle I could try straight away. I am currently having bt to detect my ovulation, and its a big pain as I have deep veins and its like getting it from a stone I always say to the nurse!

I know what your mean about decision making if it doesnt survive the thaw but I am hoping that it will, this is only my first round of IVF so we are prepared to do another one if my health is up to it. I have a good feeling about FET this time and it sure is preferable to having a full stim cycle - and not sure if it was prophetic or what but I found a kids toy just near my car at work the other day....... mmm might be grasping at straws about that one LOL!!