Dee - I was diagnosed with depression before I got together with my DF.. Anyways, when I m/c'ed all the feelings of depression (and then some) came flooding back. Hurt, Anger, Mad, ****ed off with the world, hatred for the world - all very common things to feel.. I'm not saying I'm still not over it (2months later) but I feel I'm getting better... I'm so so sorry for your loss