Satya, I find i'm questioning little insignificant thing, yes, including my relationship no matter how great DP has been, even when I haven't been so good to him in the past few days.

I hadn't told work yet, I was 11 weeks and was waiting for 12 weeks. My boss' wife had a baby last week so he wasn't around to talk to anyway. Now that all this has happened i'd rather not tell them at all. I was away on Friday but no one really questioned it too much.

And no matter how many people tell me its normal, I still feel crazy