Dee - you are perfectly normal. I didn't feel it so acutely with my miscarriages (they were very early ones) but I felt the anxiety acutely after the birth of Caitlyn. I was anxious about people's safety. I panicked when my niece and nephew were playing near the door, worried they would get their fingers jammed. I worried about family travelling anywhere. I just worried.

It was the same after Oscar was born so I am not sure if it was the baby after losing a baby or the hormones associated with a later pregnancy loss and, this time, the post partum phase

Rest assured you are perfectly normal