Willow,

I am so sorry for your loss.

With regards to the bassinet, I would keep it. There are reasons why you fell in love with it and I agree with you that I think it will be even more special that when you do get an opportbuity to lay your little bundle of joy in there one day it will be a very special moment. Maybe you could wait until you are pregnant again and see how you feel about the bassinet at that stage? Is it possible to put it somewhere where it is not a constant reminder or even leave it at a friends / families place until you are ready to make a decision again?

Be kind to yourself and take care