Thankyou Audax and Mrsmac for sharing your experiences with me, it means a lot. I had such a lonley weekend that I was desperately reaching out into cyberspace hoping someone would hear me. I have been so dissapointed with people who are meant to "be there" IRL and have watched my husband run around trying to keep on top of the basics while I have been alone to overthink everything. I keep tying myself up in knots and can't help wondering, where are the casseroles???? Why am I always the bringer of support to others and even immediate family could not show me the same? Why is my poor husband running himself ragged trying to keep the day to day stuff going instead of being here with me trying to process what has happened? Oh my beautiful boy, thank goodness for him. I feeling like it should be raining, this Melbourne weather is all wrong. I really don't think I can enter the TTCAML forum, I don't think I fit there, I don't know if I will ever be ready to go there, not sure where I fit really.....
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