Hi,
I'm new here and thought that it's touching and very courageous for all of you to talk about this. I, myself, have had a miscarriage. About the end of June 2005 I had a feeling I was pregnant. You know how you can just sense that??? Well I went for an appointment on July 3 and the doctor confimed that I was pregnent, I was 2 months at that time. I have to admit I was a bit shocked to find out that I had become pregnant. I was scared, I was 25, I had just started a job and couldn't afford a child but I was going to go through with this pregnancy. I was taught that things happen for a reason.
I didn't know how to tell my boyfriend, however, I decided that after we came back from our trip with his family I would tell him. While we were on the trip I was playing with his nephew and I started feeling cramps. I dismissed it as my imagination, or I was trying to ignore them.

I never got to tell him that I was pregnant. While I was in the shower one day I felt something was wrong. I looked down and there was blood. I guess I figured that there was no point in telling him what had happened. And I live with that guilt everyday.

Thank you for listening, and sorry for intruding.