Really bearable i ended up having a d and c in the end when we went in this morning he said that it might take more then two tablets and it might take a day or so, so he said he would book me in for d and c just incase for later in the arvo but could only fit me in at 12 so i had tablets inserted then had it.. It went really well i feel surprisely at ease and in some ways very happy which makes me feel very guilty but im soo glad i had it i can enjoy my christmas and i feel like i can move on now not in limbo anymore.. Not having too mush pain heat pack is my best friend and still dizzy after anthestic and bleeding steady Andrew has been my ROCK i love him more then i thought i ever could it has made us stronger the baby made our love different but this LOVE is different again...
I had a talk to Andrew last night and told him i want to start trying after my first period this made him a little uneasy he doesnt want a dec baby which suits me so we will try and if nothing by March have a rest for the month then start again.. We are going to take a holiday on April.. But again i might change my mid again who knows..
Thank you all for your support you girls are amazing and sooo helpful for me over the last week.. Oh and i have asked my friends to come and visit me tomorrow even the pg one i really want her support and i can cuddle her 14 mth old plus i have a present for another friends bub i give them a present for there 1st christmas only.
Last edited by janeo; December 22nd, 2006 at 06:40 PM.
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