So i rang the dr today and we are going with the tablets Friday morning i go in.. Feeling a bit reliefed iykwim i know now it will be all over and i can try and enjoy christmas the best i can.. I spoke to a friend today who is 7 mths pg she was sooo sad for me she said she felt guilty about her pg that upset me cos i was sooo excited about her pg and still am cant wait to meet her bundle.. Im still finding it hard to think about my other friend who announced her pg the day i started bleeding she is due start of August and we would have been 3 weeks apart i really want to see her but i can bring myself to ring her i cant see her or her daughter to hard and raw...