Goldilocks, I know exactly how you feel. We discovered on Tues during an emerg. ultrasound that I'd had a missed miscarriage. I can't get that image out of my head. I had a d&c on Wed also - a very long day. I don't think I have any tears left. I'm sure we will get pregnant soon - as soon as we're allowed anyway, but it doesn't change the fact that I want to be pregnant now! I would have been 12 weeks on Monday. To think that my baby died and I didn't even know it. I also felt that something wasn't quite right, but I didn't confide in anyone, not even my husband. I didn't get too attached, and I felt funny whenever someone asked about "bubs". I can't explain it, just mothers' intuition I guess. My poor husband has been wonderful too, we are so lucky to have them! Just take care of yourself and think to the future, it will all work out for you, I'm sure.