Big gentle hugs sweets... xoxoxo

I ws exactly where you are, in January babe, after losing Seven....

And then Isaiah too.... But looking back, I dont regret my little Isaiah at all, I cherish his memory, I love remembering his beautiful homebirth, holding him, touching him all over.. nothing can take those precious hours away from us.... I look in his memeory box all the time, with many many tears, and many smiles for my boy.....

We do know deep down its not our fault, but guilt comes way to easily to us mummies sweets.. xoxoxo

If you do decide to try again, you will have all your BB here to help, support and love you through it, just as I have discovered....