Reading your words is like remembering my past.

This is exactly how i felt about the ectopic. Not me again....

DH had said while we were trying to decide about if we wanted one more... "i just feel like we are tempting fate - we have three beautiful kids, what if we are pushing our luck??"

Oh did that comment haunt me...

Oh there is nothing right or wrong to do or say, i dont even know how to comfort you. I am so sorry that you are facing another loss and have the three little ones to be strong for.

You know i still havent cried for that beautiful baby i lost. I just cant bring myself. I think if i start i wont stop.

So sorry your baby could stay!