Lynn, Maybe when your sister has her baby she will realize how you feel. Many of my friends that had babies either just before or just after I had Noah still have tears in their eyes when I talk about him and one actually told me that soon after it happened everytime she picked up her baby she thought of me and just cried. I think your right though most people just dont Understand unless they have been through it themselves.
We just loved "Stillborn but still born" It is so simple yet say it all really. We put it on Noah's cemetary plaque. We just wanted him to be acknowledged and some of our family didn't then and still don't talk about him and that really sucks and is so frustrating. Time wont heal your grief but I have found that it is getting easier. I hope it wont be long until you get a BFP. I know I am having another boy and we have Chosen the name Nathaniel which we chose for the meaning which is the same as Nathan "God has given". Your son Cooper was given to you for a reason and you seemed to have learned much from the experience. Don't let any of your pain go to waste. You have so much to offer hurting people and they are everywhere. I hope you understand what I mean. I'm not trying to minimize how you are feeling right now at all. Took a look at Coopers site just awesome.