salad, what a story and that must have been so hard for you, and hard to share it too. thankyou. i can't imagine what that would feel like. sending you a big hug.
i've decided to sit on the fence just for a week. i'm bleeding but not a lot at all, and i just couldn't bring myself to do the d&c today. i don't think i was quite ready to say goodbye yet if that makes any sense. I'm going to spend the week close to home and just take it easy and enjoy looking after my ds, which is the only thing making me smile at the moment. if bubba decides to come away during the week, then i'm ok with that (scared but emotionally ready i think - does it sounds strange to say that with some cramps and pain i'll feel emotionally and physically linked up to go through the process? sure i'll be saying something different if/when it happens). i've booked in for a d&c next thurs and think i'll also be emotionally ready to say goodbye then to if nothing has happened before that. i just felt like i needed more time with my bubba. does that sound strange?
thank you to everyone for sharing your stories, as they're all painful losses. but you've all really helped me and please continue to share you stories and advice cause it's all such a huge emotional time that is the hardest thing i've ever had to go through, but being able to read these posts has really helped.
big hugs to all.