Today has been a good day! Ivy and Noah both gained 60g today (Ivy had no top ups and Noah DID have them) so we have stepped up to alternate tube and suck. Of course this means I won't get home until midnight buit who cares!! We are one step closer to going home!
For me, Becc I feel like I HAVE to fight because I never got to do anything for William and there is no way that I am going to miss out on anything, if I can help it with these guys. THe nurses say don't come in if it's too hard (with the other kids, etc) we'll bath them but that is something that is really important to me. When Will died they asked me if I wanted to bath him after he was gone and I said no and instantly regreted it when I had left the hospital. I can't leave it for someone else this time, do you know what I mean? They certainly don't feel like mine yet... I was thinking about walking out of those hospital doors in a couple of weeks with them in our arms and it still seems so unreal.
How are you??? How is your little guy?
I think of you often, knowing that you got me through some truly horrible days.
Keep in touch, ok?
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