I agree its a very tough time, and I cried buckets, when I had to leave the twins in hospital and come home every day. they were only in three weeks, but I did not really feel like they were my babies til I got them home. Seren is in the best hands ,and I know your heart is breaking every time you walk away, but it wont be long until she's in your arms, and you can hold her whenever you want. Big hugs, chin up, youll get her back in the end!!!