I totally know how you are feeling. It is just so hard to have your baby there but not be allowed to pick her up when you want.
I had Hayley at 34.4w, and it was really hard. I didnt get to hold her until she was 3 days old and even then only in the nursery. I came home on day 6 and Hayley was kept in there for what seemed like an eternity longer, really it was just over 2w.
I know what you mean about finding it hard to leave every night. I was the same, but I have 2 other children to look after, so it was slightly easier.
I have to say that I am really proud of you for bonding with your baby so well, it is the one thing that I just refused to let myself do and its horrible.
Seren is just gorgeous, so beautiful.
I hope that it wont be long until she is home with you! Keep us updated n her progress.
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