Im so diappointed... after waiting a week for a kammed bed to come available (Anneliese is too small and not holding her own body temp well enough to go straight into an open cot) one finally dyesterday... but the nurse noticed she was looking a little yellow, and tested her sbr levels... she was dot on the cut off, 170. So they had to give it to the newhen next baby, and leave Annelise in her isolette, as there's no point in taking her outreal bad , to have to put her back in a day later to go under lights. That, coupled wit stinks h the fact that her weight gain was only 38g over 3 days... im feeling like crap today. How i wish she had just stayed in a little longer... they've fortified her feeds now, so hopefully that helps. She's still breastfeeding when i offer it to you, and one of the nurse, who i've talked a little bit to, and she knows how awful i've been feeling lately, has assured me that this is really good. I just want her to come home asap, and steps like this just feel like it'll be forever until she will be home... sorry to vent, i just feel like crap today. I want her to be fine.