Thanks for your kind words, i have kept everything bottled up for so long, and i think that maybe im starting to get abit down. I've been so careful, as iv had such bad prob with depression, but dh just said to me maybe its time to get a check up, as its been consistent for like 2 weeks. Greta, another problem to contend with... but as i was once told - "God wont give you a challenge unless he thinks you can handle it." This is just another challenge to make me a stronger person... Sory for the depressing spin im putting in this forum today!!!