I will write more from home when I am there as I know I will need to get this all down and advise from mums that gave been there iykwim?

But I am very open to ask questions and have worked in icu in londons biggest hospital be it as parent support and assistance to play spec.

But when I ask scn staff how my son is I expect more than plodding along as the reply with no eye contact while he thrashes around in his crib trying to breath. Knowing that no medical staff as a pead or dr have even looked at him or reviewed his blood work in 8 hrs then to finally get hold of the pead and be told everything g is good. To go back 1/2 hr later and a nurse says he now needs breathing support WTF? Then when speaking to the same pead be told that it's too late to discuss and this baby got dumped in him was just too much for me to bear. ESP as it was my mum that picked up the distress in the first place!!!

Sorry this is still too raw at the moment. My case was not that the staff were unaware that we were first time parents needing to be assisted. They forget we were even human!

I was also laughed at when I asked one do you think he is in pain?