Michelle - oh hon, I can't believe how much you are having to handle and cope with at the moment, the load is so heavy - the loss of a husband and the grief that entails is quite honestly the hardest burden you could bear, I'm so sorry you are travelling this path. You are in my thoughts so many times throughout the day, I wish I lived closer so I could help you out more. You have just so MANY reminders that Greg is gone, including a sore pelvis, just so many things that scream out to you "he's gone" and with him goes all the love and support you so need right now. Lean on everyone hon, you are surrounded with love, I can feel it.....
Not sure if this will make you feel better - but my best friend lives in Rhodes (not far from you).... she had a reading with a very very very special and gifted psyhcic lady on Saturday (her name is Marcia and I have seen this lady many times, she's been like another mother to me over the years since Chris died). and my DH Chris "took over" her reading..... the things she said were SO helpful to me at the moment, messages from Chris, things I needed to hear - it's not the same as the real thing I know, but it helps me so much to know he is still around and can still 'get to me', even if he has to monopolise my dear friend's reading (she didn't mind though). I have not been 'available' much to him the last few years, with loosing Luc and 2 more babes since then - I have neglected to meditate and tune out, which is the state you need to be in to talk to them..... having said that I'm starting a yoga/meditation class this Thursday, in the hope of 1) much needed relaxation for moi; and 2) to make myself available for some words with Chris....
In time, when you feel ready, I will give you Marcia's details (she is so lovely) and you might get to hear from your Greg in a different way. Huge hugs hon xoxo
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