Oh Lisa - that's so precious and provided a nice little chuckle which I think is much needed for all of us!!

Freya - Thanks so much hun.. you're lovely words made me cry... again!! I'm feeling a little better after letting lots of tears out. I'm sorry to hear that you're all sick.. tonsilitis is the worst!! Hope it disappears quickly.

Michelle - it is so great to hear from you, I've been worried too and I'm really glad that you can come in here and share with us. All the best for you scan tomorrow, it's going to be hard but it sounds like you've got all the right support around you, which I'm so pleased to hear.

Janie - Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you for your call. You couldn't of called at a better time, right when I really needed someone to talk to. I'm sorry for the tears but it really helped! I am feeling much better.

Well, as I said, I'm feeling a little better now. I actually feel a bit sick again, so praying that it's still a bit of m/s and all is going ok. DS has been brilliant.. out of the blue though, he'll just turn to me with a really sad face and say 'I want grandma to come back' and 'I want my daddy'.. he even does the whole *sniff* thing. He just gave me his teddy bear, to cuddle, to make me feel better. Precious. I think he's trying to look after me.

Kel xxx