I have no advice Maz - but I'm always here for you with lots of and

Maybe you feel like this because you are such an awesome earth mumma and the universe can sense that it needs more mums like you for the children hurting.... perhaps when your kids have grown up a bit you could look into fostering? Might make that hurt just a little bit better when you know you are helping a bub have a better life than they would normally



I wish I knew the right words to say...