I constantly feel judged for my decisisions - but trust me - they weren't taken lightly and if I get another chnce to do it I will endeavor to do it differently.
I understand completely Sherie and feel sad for you that you are carrying guilt for this. For some people its just not meant to be. It doesnt sound like you had a decision to make, hun - it was made for you by your circumstances.

A lot of your posts have supported me and made me feel better about things that have happened to me or just given me a general boost. If you can do that from your pc, I can just imagine what a great mum you are to your kids. I really think that breastfeeding has nothing to do with the kind of parent you are. For some people its just not possible, and thats ok.