OMG. I am soo far off the wagon today it is not funny.
Just having one of those days where everything is getting to me, and of course I compensate for this by eating lots of crappy food.

The dogs have been trying to dig under the fence to get to the neighbours rabbit (why they choose to put it right against the fence we share, where the dog see it and are constantly barking at it is beyond me). So I was out there early this morning in below freezing temperatures trying to fix up the holes the dogs had started on - slipping on the heavily frosted, with two big dogs jumping on me.

The kids are being ratty. Not actually being 'naughty' as such, just not listening to or doing anything I say, and being noisy and antagonising each other. Driving me batty, I am so sick of repeating myself, and raising my voice (yelling at them is the only way I can even be heard over their noise).

I am ssooooo over Canberra drivers. Seriously. Had some idiot run into me on a roundabout a couple of weeks ago, and still don't have that dent fixed up. And yet there are so many more crappy drivers out there, I had 3 other people today who very nearly ran into me too!!! All because they aren't paying attention or they don't know the road rules (or think the rules only apply to others not themselves). Blah. Nearly ran over a kindy kid at school drop off this morning - her father walked her acrosss the road and left her right on the curb right in front of where I was pulled up (seriously on the gutter) and turned around and headed straight back to his car. The little girl was crying and stood there for 3 mins looking likeshe might dart back across to her dad (who was still there watching her - like as if watching from the other side of the road is going to do anything). The girl finally turned to walk towards the playground, so I very very slowly started pulling out, when she turned and darted in front of my car (lucky I was paying attention and was straight on the brakes. Seriously, how hard would it have been for the father to actually walk his kid to the gate, rather then leaving her on the curb, or at least wait on the same side of the road as her until she got to the gate or the traffic had moved on.

And I am miffed at a friend, and wondering whether I am just being hormonal or what. She just manages to tick me off lately. Yet she is a nice person, but sometimes you just wonder whether it is worth bothering when I ususally end up annoyed after any kind of interaction with her.

So I am grumpy and hormonal, and I have been sooo good with my food for so long, and I just don't even care today (well, obviously a little or I wouldn't be writing here). I feel like I 'deserve' to eat whatever I want. Which is silly. I deserve to be healthy, not eat crap. And I haven't even tracked what I have eaten....

OK. So I won't make any garuantees about getting back on track today, but I guess I can at the least be honest with myself about what I have consumed and actually write it all down..........

Off to track in my journal.....