dh still wouldnt take me. we had a huge fight, he said he'd call the hosp and tell them my depression has caused munchasens or some bull$h!t. he said if i relazed, i'd stop talking myself into all this pain, and if i really was in pain, i'd take myself to the dr's. i dont know any dr's around here, and today was the first time i've had the car in a week. i dont realy know any where to drive to anyway, only been in melbourne 7w. I cannot go on with this pain like this, and i hate calling an ambulance, what if someone dies while they're ferrying me into hospital?? What do i tell them? I'm pg, having some niggley pains, come get me?? I just dont know what to do, his family wont help, and he's gone to daddy's for pizza. I refused to go. just trying to relax, but its not helping...