Its funny, I guess I am just born to be a mum. But I am amazed (and please I don't mean this in a bad way) that TTC#3 is such a hard decission for some. For me its just the next natural step. After all 3 comes after 2.
I don't even have those thoughts of "Why am I doing this again!" The last few nights both the boys have had rather unsettled night & I have been up to at least one or both of them 2 or 3 times a night. Yet when I jump up out of bed to tend to those whimpers of the blanket has come off or a cough that just needs a back rubbed to re settle them back to sleep, not once have I thought, God How am I ever going to cope with this & a newborn. In fact just yesterday I said to my boss they are just getting me back in the habbit of tending to a needy child at night.
You know what, 4 comes after 3. Its just the way the numbers go! Hell I don't even think about the issues of money (I probably should), I have a lot of love to give & lots of room in my cuddles for more. I wouldn't be hte slightest bit surprised if I ended up with 10 kids. For me there is no " insert # here" is enough! I will just take it as it comes.