too be totally honest with you i am regreting having another child,we did not plan to have this baby,chantelle is only going to be 15 months old and the thought scares me.i am getting better about it all as the days go by but was devasted and depressed about it all to begin with,we are having a baby boy and i am just starting to come to terms with it all,i am 23 weeks and am glad i still have a while to fall in love with the idea as i did with all of my other 3 children,i love being a mother and love preganccy but i just done have the same feelings this time.i hope they come soon as i am sooo blessed and lucky to be given such a wonderful gift...a child that is mine.
nikki