thankyou everyone for your support.
have just read through the gender disappointment posts (taken me an hour!)...was helpful to see im not alone.
very helpful to hear about stories where people do fall in love with their babes even after being disappointed.
its only 24 hours since i found out, so im still pretty sad. i think this will be a long term adjustment thing. im hoping i dont have trouble bonding, im hoping i dont still have overwhelming feelings of sadness/disappointment for years to come...hoping i get over it as quickly as possible..right now that seems a way off.
i guess i feel like the excitement and anticipation of this preg has gone. its been pretty hard so far physically with sickness etc, and i feel like there is a LONG way to go in enduring this all, and now especially with this flatness that i feel. i really do wonder if ive done the right thing in doing this all over again. i wish in some ways i hadnt found out till later...
anyway, sorry to still be negative.
i do appreciate your messages of support, and they definitely have helped to some degree.