Hi...

I just found this thread too

I can't believe how much I needed to read this in the earlier days of my pregnancy - I felt so alone struggling with exactly what you have posted! And the people around me just thought I would be ecstatic - and I thought I would too. But no, infertility doesn't ever seem to go away.

I think I've been tiring my friends out with my neuroticism about needing the birth to go well, i've really had quite big anxiety about "doing it right" and it hasn't been until reading this thread that I've just suddenly realised...it's probably all related to infertility too.

I'll have to think about that some more. Thanks - I'm glad to bump this thread up again, I think it will help so many people.
Thanks Jo, I hope you are doing well these days, GBHs.