Sushee i definately wasnt implying anyone on here had done that, i love BB for that very reason and trust me it is the complete opposite for most forums. I did want to support Nixon though as i have tried to find support elsewhere and been pummeled for even suggesting that i might want a CS rather than risk incontinence issues and it is linked with LTTTC. I feel like i have been a complete failure not being able to concieve naturally only to be hammered and made to feel guilty for considering a cs, which i know is a completely different topic and maybe belongs in another thread but i was really happy to see CS discussed in terms of AC as it does shine a whole new light on the subject. I am very aware that these are my own issues to deal with and i find the whole CS thing a very touchy subject with many issues that i only have about 12 weeks to work through even though (as Hoobley will atest too )i have been trying to work out for a really long time. Apologies for the thread hi jack