I am soooooo gutted but also feel a bit stupid for thinking this one would work any better than the others.
Oh Meredith, I'm so sorry to hear it, sending you big hugs I don't know what else to say, but i wish I could take away your pain.

And above all, you are NOT stupid! You are a brave, wonderful, courageous woman who has been trying so hard to follow her dream, please never ever think you're stupid for trying to cope with what has been thrown at you.

This quote seems to fit the bill: "Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." Christopher Robin to Pooh.