I hope it's okay if I jump in here....

I'm Emma, I have a 3yo DD (Gaby), and have had 4 1st trimester losses (10w4d in 2001, 5w4d in 2005, 8w0d in 2007 & 6w1d in 2008)... I am now 25 weeks pregnant with another little girl (Emersyn), and am starting to feel more confident about this pregnancy, though it hasn't really been straightforward, due to a couple of high risk factors (epilepsy, episodes of random bleeding)... Right now I'm feeling my baby girl kicking very hard, so that is really reassuring for me... I've decided this is going to be my last pregnancy, because I cannot handle the anxiety of pregnancy again... everyday is a battle for me, and it's not good for me, or my daughter... I have an anxiety disorder, and pregnancy makes it 50,000x worse! I'll be having a tubal ligation when Emersyn is born (I'll be having a repeat c/s with her, so they'll do it at the time)... My loss in 2007 was an ectopic & I lost my right fallopian tube, so there is only one tube for them to tie anyway, lol.

anyway... hello to everyone, I hope your pregnancies are progressing well!