Ferrals i am so sorry that you have to go though this when it come to DH. But things will work out.
M2R: my ms would come and go so much that i would cry on the days when it would go away i would cry etc.

I am out from under my rock for now. A few days ago i filed out a ticked for a rafle for a bunch of baby items and guess what ???/ I won i have almost everything that i need now. I know this will not help pay the rent or other bills but makes me have a little bit of faith that things will work out.