Sunshine- Thanks for ur words about my jealousy too.. everything u said is so right. Hopefully i get over it.. i start getting scared that if i continue being negative in my mind about other ppl that it will cause something bad to happen to my pregnancy. Jealousy is a curse!! But yes if all else fails i will defintely blame it on my hormones!
I think you are doing a great job! And its not really jealousy, its not like you want something to happen to her baby, its just our minds trying to understand "why me' "why did my baby have to go"