STOP IT, STOP IT, STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't you dare think like that for one moment longer. FFS! Its clear what a great parent you are and you still have time to post some excellent help in my thread, thank you so much.

Wot Bec said. I had to go to the local centre for bloody soap a few months back. It sucked until I got in there and the ladies are so kind and caring. And they are volunteers, so there out of the love for those they are helping. Understand?

Sit back for a minute and think about who donated the stuff you have accepted. Well yes big business do, (but f*k 'em they probably do it for the tax break anyway) but so do a lot of people of have been in your shoes before. How many people donate food and cash because they were given help when they needed it? Imagine the love and goodwill that comes with that!
I know you would have supported some sort of charity in you lifetime, did you not send it with love too? Accept the help in the spirit it was given.

Its ok. Its temporary. You will get back on your feet and you will be donating back to the community with love too