im still in shock right now. i had an ultrasound on thursday, a midwife appt on friday and everything was fine. yesterday i noticed bubs wasn't moving alot. about 1:30am last night i went into the hospital and they couldn't find a heartbeat. i am going back to hospital tomorrow night at 8pm to be induced. i have so many questions and fears going through my head right now, i am completely shell shocked. tomorrow will be my birthday and i would have been 38 weeks on tuesday. DH and i are just completely shocked and numb and we don't know what to do. we're complete zombies, and i really don't know how im going to go through labor and what happens next. how do you go through an entire 9 months of being pregnant, and not have a baby to bring home at the end of it??? i don't really know if i have a question, i mean, i guess what happens from here for those who have been through it? but right now i just needed to get this out. i just still can't believe it, and the worst hasn't even come yet......
She sent me a message earlier this morning, Nothing has started yet, apparently it was a busy night with births. Which would have been hard. She seems "ok", keeps saying she knows the worst is yet to come.
Oh gosh babe I am so so sorry...
This is a very difficult time for you..
I can't give you the right answer cause there won't be a right one for a while, just take as much time with your little one as you can..
Again so sorry this has happened to you
Oh hun I am so incredibly sorry. Today is going to be the hardest day for you and your family. We are here for you all day today in spirit and whenever you need us.
I am so sorry for your loss,
If you need to talk to someone who understands call 1300072637 (The National SANDS number) and someone will be able to talk to you about what comes next etc.
xxx
what happens from here?
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