Awwww, Michelle, I am so sorry you are feeling this way. All I can say is what the other girls have said - this journey truly is a roller coaster ride, ups and downs all the way but we want to be here for all of that with you so please don't go anywhere!

We all understand how you feel because we've all felt that way many times ourselves. I'm not having the best time this month either and it's so easy to feel defeated and like it's never going to happen and that's why we need eachother here on BB.

But we can't give up!! We have to keep going and doing whatever we need to to hold those precious babies in our arms because THAT's what is meant to be.

We are all thinking of you and praying that your dream is fulfilled very, very soon. I hope your DH makes his way thru your sadness and gives you a huge big hug!

And here's one from all of us too !!!!