you have all been so incredibly nice.

Jo - I am not yet 30 (although that little gem is reading and waiting for me in October), but I have set myself a limit for how long I will keep putting myself through this. April 2009 is when I officially give up. This is not an arbitrary date, but it will be my son's 5th birthday, and ... it will be time to move on. To reclaim my life and stop trying for that elusive 2nd baby. Hopefully things won't take that long, but I feel secure in our decision to stop trying at this time if things don't go our way.

Englishrose - I hope that your possible pg symptoms are real and not imaginary. And I will keep posting so that everyone can share my ups and downs. I think that I have found gold with this forum (I have been a member for while now, with occasional visits, but I didn't realise how supportive and friendly everyone is)

Best of luck ...