OMG, It just feels like you have taken the words out of my head and put them on the page!
I had a stillborn son @ 28 weeks in '05 and have not been really TTC until recently. Now every month I feel like "wow, sore breasts, am I pregnant" "feel a bit nauseas, am I pregnant" and, of course, just when I think Im "late" my cycle starts.
This month will be hard for me because Partner and I have been trying and trying and trying but I am so paranoid I've mis-calculated my Ovulation Cycle and I know that Ill just be devastated if I dont stick this month!
Sorry to hi-jack the thread, wasn't my intention, I just wanted to say that your not alone and I'm going to be thinking of you and looking out for your post of good news!!