This is very new to me - I mean the internet but I have no one else to talk to. I have just lost my baby at only 10 weeks and it feels like it was a real baby
Sweetie it was a real baby no matter how long you were carrying it inside you. I have one son and lost a daughter 3 months ago and she was everybit a real baby even though I never got to meet her. You are a mummy to an angel baby just like us.
I was not careful at all with my first pregnancy and ate all the wrong things and my baby was fine, but the second pregnancy I decided I would be strick, no soft drink, caffine etc and I lost our girl at 11.5 weeks and there was no reason for it in all the testing they did.
Miscarriage is quite high 30% of all pregnancies and I have heard one of the girls in here say her ob reckons almost 50% but we assume our period is late and then get it a couple days later and think nothing of it.
It is going to be hard I still have bad days but it is ok to miss your baby and all the dreams you had its all part of the grieving process.
I am certian soon enough you will be pregnant and making all those dreams come true!
Take care