Hi honey

i didnt even think how i would be emothionly when harvey starts school and now i am thinking about it i am feeling a little tearful already i am just thinking about how grown up he will look in his uniform it only feels like yesterday he was born they really do grow up so quick god i feel broody.

You are so right about being missed after loosing by baby i thought that i was sort of on my own and for some reason my confidence just went and i always was worrying about what people thought of me and if they liked me but my councelling has helped alot making me feel better in myself and not to care what people think of me i have realised i am a nice person and if someone doesnt like me then thats there loss and i made alot of friends on holiday and then coming back knowing people had missed me it did make me feel good hope i dont sound like a big head iukwim.

Also i didnt no there was a deppression and anxioty thread i will have to have a look as i suffer with anxioty so would be nice to see if people get the same fears and that as me so i no i am not the only one thinking silly thoughts at times. well i hope the surgery goes ok i am sure it will al be fine and you will be baby making in no time i just cant wait to get pregnant i have been trying a yr in october feel like forever i really never thought it would take this long anyway i am rambling on again sorry take care lovey.

Munchy xxx