It"s good that your still on the ovulex tablets and its good that your seeing some results with your af becoming more regular. Hopefully you will recieve a beautiful bfp this month
Do you have any news about your job?? my god you poor thing you must be sooo stressed
Well had my scan yesterday and i have one egg that is 20mm in size (biggest one i have made ever) and another one that is 16/17mm in size, so i have to have my injection tonight and we inseminate thursday, so happy that i actually made some eggs as i was pretty worried that only being on 25mg of clomid i wouldnt make anything, but i have 2 gorgeous little ones waiting there for me. and fs told me that by thursday the 2 eggs would of had another two days of growing so they should be bigger and busting to get out
i might not be on for a few days as i have to go away after getting inseminated, but as soon as we get back i will tell you how things went.
yeh i am so happy you have some good waiting i have everything crossed for you and the biggest ones yet how good is that well make sure you let me know how it all goes hoe good would it be if we both got a BFP i really hope we do i have a feeling i wont i think that i am to big to get pregnant i still havent being docs so i am gonna try go today and mention about having a blood test and that i have now being trying for a yr and if there is anything they can do to help me lose weight i just feel a little fed up with myself and when i get down i eat its a visous circle that i need to get of. i will find out 2morrow or thurday if i am getting made redundant so fingers crossed i dont as i dont want the hassel of it all. i do feel a little stressed but i will try my hardest not to i went and done loads of xmas shopping yesterday which made me feel good if i feel stressed or upset the things that help is eating and retail therapy anyway i am gonna go done no work yet i just cant get into it at the min but everyone is the same. good luck with everything
sorry haven't really been up to doing much the past week, feeling much better now and have been keeping up to date with you guys.
mummy2chloe,
so happy for you, i you have the very soon. this may seem like the longest 2 weeks of your life i know i did, but fingers crossed it will be well worth it.
munchy,
its great to know that you are not being made redundant. at least you can relax now maybe this will help your cycle aswell. did you say af is due 1st nov? i'll have my finger crossed for you aswell. i hope to see 2 when i go online next week!!
not a lot has been happening with me lately. iv'e had my good days and bad days. i've started my weight watchers diet today. iv'e put on loads of wieght round my belly and for my injections to work well next month i think i should lose a bit. i just hope i ca stick to it.
i'm still on mat leave but really missing work. i can't go back just yet cos i won't get paid when i start my fertility treatment again and have to be off every other day with scans. i'm too used to my luxuries to try and budget on DH's pay! hopefully if i do get pg then 30 wks of bedrest for me.
it's been so good hearing your positive news. take care
sofy x x
its great to hear from you was woundering where you had got to glad to hear you are feeling better about things i pray we all get a BFP real soon as to work take as much time as you need i went back after 8 wks from the day of finding out all her problems which when i look at it isnt a long time really considering i had to have lots of scans at a special hospital in london and have the needle thing put through my tummy to stop my baby girls heart (that was the hardest thing ever) and then give birth and have the funeral and move house it was hard time when i think back to it. well i hope it all works out for you honey i have everything crossed for you aswell and hope the diet goes well i was with slimming world but gave up ages ago i realy need to loose some weight i just find it so hard.
Mummy2chloe
i went to the docs at last and i have a bt booked in for next tue which will look at my hormones and everything and then on day 21 of cycle they want to do another bt to make sure i am ovulating if they all come back good then there is no reason for me not to fall pregnant i said to him what about my weight and he said i am only 23 so it shouldnt matter he said if i was in my 40s and was overweight then maybe it could be my weight so that made me feel a little better but i still really do need to loose a couple of stone at least i want to loose 7 in total but start off at one at a time i suppose also i hope you have some good news to be telling me soon.
Munchy thats great news about the doc, with any luck the bt that they are doing will reveal something so they can get you back on track and making gorgeous babies again. please let me know how you go, i will be thinking of you. how is the weight loss going?? like you said take it one step at a time i am so proud of you
Sofy how are you going hun?? its great to see you back in here posting
thanks so much for your best wishes and i totally agree with you the tww sucks big time
well as for me, not much to report really. i have been using the pesseries and they are still yukky, i have put on 4 kilos in one week, i have cramps i am bloated and my boobs are huge. but these are all the side effects of the pessaries. I dont think we are pregnant, i have been through a few iui now and i feel the same as the others cycles, so i dont think we are pregnant. but in a way a feel ok about that. i sort of feel like i am coming to the end of my road with ttc, i have been at it for almost 6yrs now and i am sick of it, i want to get my old life back. i should be focusing on the gorgeous child i have and not focus on the one i cant have. i am so god dam luck to have such an awesome daughter so i think its time to give up on ttc and just enjoy my life with my dd & dp, does that make sense??
will stop talking now sorry
i totally no what you mean about coming to the end of your TTC i have only been trying for a yr and there has been times where i thought i just want to give up it takes over your life i find all i do is talk about it saying to everyone i wish i was pregnant it is hard maybe you could take a break for a yr and think about trying i really really hope you get your bfp 6 yrs is a long time you deserve it so much i have everything crossed for you. i cant wait to find out whats going on with my i came on on fri but my af are so much better not as heavey they seem to be different the last 2 af's now have been good not to heavey and only lasting 5 days instead of 7 so fingers crossed it means that my body is sorting itself out. as to dieting havent started yet my friends mum done a diet through her gp it costs 1000 pounds which is an awful lot but it is for 14 wks and you can loose like 4 stone you cant have any food only the sahats they give you which are shakes and soups and nut bars and you have councelling every week and group theropy and they train you how to eat peoperly so i might do it just need to have a serious think about it. also i had to go docs again as my hand swelled up i have RSI repetative strain injury so have to wear a splint it is very annoying also i decorated my kitchen over the weekend and guess what colour it is PINK i thought it was cream with a hint of pink but now it is on the walls it is deffinaltly pink but looks so good i love it so much just need to do tilling now anyway i keep talking so i will shut up now ha ha let me know how your getting on also when can you do a HPT?
If there isn't no AF there still could be some good news. with regards to giving up trying to conceive. i totally understand where your coming from. my dh and i decided to stop after 5yrs of trying, just before we started our last cycle and guess what we conceived with Mustafa our little angel! maybe he was a sign not to give up... but, only you and dp can decide what you want i know it kinda takes over your life and you talk to everyone about pregnancy. iv'e got great friends who tell me to shut up when i get to the annoying point. who knows maybe the brerak might relax you and being stress free is being part of the medication cycle if that makes sense.
just a quick one from me to let you know that af arivved today
i knew she was coming for last few days, could just feel it
definantly giving ttc a break for awhile, but will come on bb everyday and will still be in here talking to you lovely ladies
cant go anywhere yet anyway, not until you girls get bfp and then i might have to stalk you over in the preggers section, wont be able to post in there cos i am not pregnant but i will still be able to read your post and keep an eye on you
oh honey i really thought this was your month i had everything crossed for you hope your not feeling to sad it is so dissapointing when your AF arrives well i dont blame you with giving the TTC a little break as it does get in the way of everything you will probably start to feel a little better and feel like you are starting to get your life back again iykwim. well i feel a little down today i have been feeling a little down for a few days and then realised what day it is today it is a yr that my little girl should have been born 12 nov was my due date so if only she had being born it would have been her 1st birthday just cant stop thinking about her and feel like everyone has forgotten about her does that make sense. also i went through all of harveys toys to make room for christmas ones and i came across alot of baby ones so i was putting them all in the loft and harvey asked why i said to save them incase you have a brother or sister one day i just feel sad for him as well that he is missing out on having his little sister around god i am chocking up sorry guys just wanted to say how i was feeling i had better go now at work and dont want to be crying. also my doc said my blood test for hormones were all normal which i was really surprised at but its good news i suppose just gotta find out if i am ovulating now.
:hugs: today must be a hard day for you, wish i could be there for you, i completely understand what you are saying about your gorgeous little girl and not wanting her to be forgotten, but with everything you have told me about, with the tattoo and the christmas present you wanted dh to get you that would remind you of her, with all that there is no way your little girl will ever be forgotten, maybe the people that are close to you might not want to mention it incase it makes it harder on you, as it is they would already know that your having a hard time with ttc and your work plus your trying to lose weight, they might not want to make things harder on you by bringing it up, so they might be waiting to see if you bring it up and if your up for talking about it and stuff do you know what i mean??
as for feeling sad about not having a bro/sis for harvey i truely understand what your saying, chloe is always saying to me, "when we have a baby i am going to bath it and feed it and push the pram" and it just breaks my heart cos she is nearly 6 by the time i have a baby "if" i ever have a baby chloe will be grown up, i always wanted to have my kids close in age but that was taken out of my hands many years ago.
its good that your hormones are fine, thats something you can cross off your list, like you said lets see how or if your ovulating, you know how to tell when your ovulating and stuff?? you know with your cervical mucus? are you into charting your cycle?? do you have any ovulation kits?? if you dont maybe you should buy some so you can keep an eye on when your going to O.
best of luck please keep in touch i am always thinking about you sweetie
Thanks for your reply you have said all of the right things my family are probably waiting for me to say something the thing is i hate crying infront of people as i dont want to make people around me feel sad i think its my problem and i dont want to burden them with it i am the sort of person who puts on a front and acts all happy when deep down i am falling apart. i think i am just having a bad day and will probably feel alot better 2morrow. what you said about chloe i would cry so much i feel like you that harvey will be all grown up by the time i have another baby i always wanted 3 yr between my kids which would have been if brooklyn was healthy but hopefully i will fall pregers soon i had a couple of O tests that my friend gave me and i done them for the first 2 months and they came up that i was O so i think i still do but i might go and buy some and start doing it again. well tonight i am going to help my sister decorate but i want to avoid it cos i think i will just be feeling upset and will drag her down with me but i no she really needs help decorating her bedroom so i think i will go.
i havent been ignoring your posts i check them in my inbox a few times a week. i'm not good at expressing my feelings even when the thoughts are in my head, they come out all wrong. so, i thought i would take a back seat and just think of you in my prayers. i realy do hope you feel better soon.
i hav an appt on friday with the infertility specialist so i thought i would be prepared and take a hpt and i couldn't beleive it when it was positive. i had all the dates planned in my head for when to start my injections and when i would ovulate it came as a massive shock. i still can't really beileve it i feel as though i am going to wake up any minute! i went for a blood test yesterday and that confirmed i am about 3-4 wks. i go again on friday to make sure my hormones are doing the right thing.
i pray that this has cheered you up rather than upset you, only i know too well your happy for other people but it hurts more inside. im sorry guys i feel guilty but i felt i had to tell you.
i hope you have a great well desrevd holiday mummy2chloe.
Wow congratulations honey i am so happy for you well done to you i bet you are so so happy and dont feel guilty you are so silly i am over the moon that it has worked out for you, you deseve it i really pray that you have a lovely healthy pregnancy and that you will soon be holding your little bub in your arms. i bet you were so shocked when it came out positive let hope me and mummy2chloe follow ah. well done again i am so excited i cant wait for the day when i find out i am preggers.
take care and look after yourself and make sure you give us updates of how your getting on.
Dear munchy, I gotta tell ya, I'm following this thread with interest--
Have you actually started the Ovulex yet? And if so, how is it going--like are your cycles more regular, etc.
I just started taking Optivite this week. It's a multivitamin especially for women to make their cycles more regular. But this is NOT an endorsement, because I don't know if it's working yet, LOL!
(I'm waiting for AF #2 after MC and my temps are all over the place this cycle). Good luck to everybody.
I am back from holidays and OH MY GOD sofy that is so great darling i am so so so happy for you sweet, i want to hear all the details, how far are you? are you feeling ms yet?? wow this is so awesome my love, now dont you go away and leave us just cos your preggers we still want to hear from you and with any luck having you in hear might rub off on munchy and i and we might get pregnant
munchy
how did you go at the dentist honey?? hopefully its all fixed for you now? i hate dentist aswell. i think the diet that your on is the same the my dp is on and he has lost 6 kilos so far, and he doesnt seem to be struggling with it at all, he loves all the flavors of the shakes and stuff so thats a good thing, and absolutely loves the bars they give you, he said he could eat them all day he isnt real keen on the soups though, so he just has his 2 shakes and a meal. so how are you going with it??
was so nice to get away for a few days, we took dd to dreamworld and she had the best time, plus we went to the big shopping centres and oh my god i just couldnt believe how many shops there were, and to see all the big buildings when we were driving around, it was just so great, cos we are from the country we dont have big buildings or huge shopping malls, i was like a kid in a candy shop, but it was lots of fun, spent to much money and ate lots of junk food but it was all worth it. anyway i better go unpack
Hi girls sorry i havent replied for a while i was signed off work from docs cos of my rsi in my hand i so wished i had a laptop on my week off i would have been on hear all day ha ha well forst of all
TM - i started ovulex 3 months ago and it has definatly made a change in my cycles it has made them regular and they are not heavey anymonre and last for 5 days instead of 7 to 8 so thats good and i had a hormone test done at docs and everything is good there as well just waiting on the results to see if i am ovulating now but i think ovulex are good i just wish they would get me pregnant.
Sofy - how did the blood test go honey also like mummy2chloe said tell us everything how far gone you are etc hope it is all going well for you.
Mummy2chloe - sounds like you had a real good time away as to big buildings and that we have loads of them hear we never used to but where i live is changing rapidly its know as the new city where everyone wants to go i hate it though i prefer it to be quite i dont like busy places. funny how us girls love shopping ah i am the same i have almost finnished my christmas shopping i am a very organised person alot of them are wrapped up as well i cant wait to put my tree up on sat 1st dec i got harvey a little one for his bedroom he is so excited to put it up bless him everything he sees on telly at the min he wants for christmas i just sit there and say ok we will have to see what santa brings for you. my dentist trip was ok had my filling they numbed my face which felt really weird but at least it is over with now wasnt half as painful as what i thought it would be. as to diet was going well i dont really like the shakes but love the bars and the soups i fell of it on weekend i might go back to doing the slimming world diet as it suits me better i think my problem is sticking to anything but as to excersise i have been doing an extra 7 hr walking a week so surely that will help i dont have any scales to weigh myself i will have to go buy some. so did you get any christmas bits when you were away with all them big shops around?
Dear munchy, sorry to hear you weren't well lately. Hope you're feeling better.
You're probably going to get weary of reading my questions, but I had to ask. Does the doctor know you're on ovulex? and If so, when are you supposed to go off it? The reason I ask is because you said there were herbs in it and I was wondering if any of them are bad for baby and if you have to stop taking it right after you ovulate or if it's safe through your whole pregnancy...
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i am so happy you have some good 
waiting i have everything crossed for you and the biggest ones yet how good is that well make sure you let me know how it all goes hoe good would it be if we both got a BFP i really hope we do i have a feeling i wont i think that i am to big to get pregnant i still havent being docs so i am gonna try go today and mention about having a blood test and that i have now being trying for a yr and if there is anything they can do to help me lose weight i just feel a little fed up with myself and when i get down i eat its a visous circle that i need to get of. i will find out 2morrow or thurday if i am getting made redundant so fingers crossed i dont as i dont want the hassel of it all. i do feel a little stressed but i will try my hardest not to i went and done loads of xmas shopping yesterday which made me feel good if i feel stressed or upset the things that help is eating and retail therapy anyway i am gonna go done no work yet i just cant get into it at the min but everyone is the same. good luck with everything 
very soon. this may seem like the longest 2 weeks of your life i know i did, but fingers crossed it will be well worth it.
i really thought this was your month i had everything crossed for you hope your not feeling to sad it is so dissapointing when your AF arrives well i dont blame you with giving the TTC a little break as it does get in the way of everything you will probably start to feel a little better and feel like you are starting to get your life back again iykwim. well i feel a little down today i have been feeling a little down for a few days and then realised what day it is today it is a yr that my little girl should have been born 12 nov was my due date so if only she had being born it would have been her 1st birthday just cant stop thinking about her and feel like everyone has forgotten about her does that make sense. also i went through all of harveys toys to make room for christmas ones and i came across alot of baby ones so i was putting them all in the loft and harvey asked why i said to save them incase you have a brother or sister one day i just feel sad for him as well that he is missing out on having his little sister around god i am chocking up sorry guys just wanted to say how i was feeling i had better go now at work and dont want to be crying. also my doc said my blood test for hormones were all normal which i was really surprised at but its good news i suppose just gotta find out if i am ovulating now.
my body's working. 
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