Ovulex

[sofy]

hi 2 u all!
dont get a chance to go online very often but glad i did today. these pills you are talking about are they available in the UK can they be bought from a pharmacy......i conceived with my son on fertility drugs i dont get AF unfortunately my son passed away shortly after birth he was born prematurely at 25 wks 2 days. as you can probably imagine im desperate to get pregannt again and will try anything. its becoming an obsession if thats the right word to use.

i'll be keeping an eye on this thread for those of you who will be starting ths pill soon...good luck...will be praying for you all...

[munchy]

Hi Sofy

i am so sorry for the loss of your son its such a hard thing to go through i lost my little girl at 23 wks and you are so right the one thing you want more than anything is to have another baby and it does become an obsession my DH is always saying how obsessed i am about becoming pregnant but it is hard not to think about it and i no people say the more you relax the better it will be but it is really hard to do that. well i am from the uk as well like you where abouts are you from i am from milton keynes also i have started the ovulex have been taking them for 2 months now unfortunatly no baby yet but it has helped with my af and i think i ovulate for more days as i get ovulating pains and they last longer than they used to i bought 6 months supply of them from there official website you cant get them in any shop only on line if you do a google search and put in ovulex you can get them that way the cost me £90 and then the postage and packaging was around £25 as it came from america i think it is worth ago my friend took them for 1 month and fell pregnant and she sold her other 2 tubs and they fell pregnant straight away as well but you can read up about it on google and see what you think let me no how you get on honey.

Munchy xxx

[sofy]

hi munchy,

thanx for the reply, i'm so sorry to here about your little girl. not many people understand uless you've experienced a loss in similar circumstances. luckily, google directed me to this site and have found some great support.

i think my DH feels the same about my obsessio to get pregnant its become more of a chore which i guess can be upsetting for my DH but he understands which is a good thing.

because of all the complications, during my pregnancy, and later my gyny has advised us to wait 6 months, which is jan 08 it seems like light years away. so, i got a second opinion and we got the go ahead. i did a test this morning and it was so im feeling really depressed today.

im in leicester, east midlands not too far from mk.

i thought i was the only one that had thoughts of losing my DH. beleive me i know how stressing that can be. i worry when he leaves for work and want him around 24/7. i thought i was being stupid and never mentioned it to anyone. it feels so reassuring reading the posts on this thread.

[mummy2chloe]

Hey Munchy

I am so sorry chicken that you got af and i agree its a good idea to go see your gp as you said you have been trying for 12mths now so i think its time at least then you will hopefully get some answers as to why its taking so long to fall again. please let me know how it goes, i will be thinking of you hun

It would be so interesting to find out exactly how many women think about the stuff we are thinking about ( lossing our loved ones, being stabbed) honestly i cant believe that we are thinking about the exact same things, to be really honest i thought there was something really wrong with me, i cant understand why i am always living in fear, i am so god damn tired of the worry and stress of all of it and to make it worse dp went back to work today for another 10 days so its back to being scared tonight and getting no sleep and crying non stop cos i am so scared and worried, and i am so worried about him driving by himself i dont want him to have an accident god i hate this ok i will stop now otherwise i will keep on going.

Sofy

I am so sorry for your loss sweety, you have found the perfect web site bb is the best. i am sorry that you got a bfn could it be cos you tested to early? or has af arrived? hopefully its just cos you tested to early
I know what you mean about obession with trying to fall pregnant again, i havent lost like you or munchy have but have miscarried twice, my first pregnancy came after 2 yrs of trying and they were twins i miscarried them at 8 wks and then fell pregnant a few mnths later and miscarried at 7 wks pregnant. my obsession to fall pregnant is part of the reason why i am divorced now. but i have changed alot in my self and i have an awesome partner who is alot more understanding but because i have had a failed marriage partly cos of this i can recognise when i am going a bit overboard about the whole baby thing and i pull back from the situation and think to myself, that i would rather have dp in my life then nothing at all if you know what i mean? we all have our rough days and sometimes dp or dh just will never understand how we feel, hahhahah men
so are you thinking of taking ovulex? hopefully they will give you a great result, so you and munchy dont live to far from each other? thats pretty cool

take care girls

[sofy]

hi mummy2chloe,

I conceived with my son Mustafa, after 5yrs fertility treatment. he passed away cos i went into labour too eary at 23 wks i was stitched up but culdn't hold on . cos my cervix had torn i had to hav an emergency c/section. to add to that the doc nipped my bladder so i've not done too well. at least, now i know i am someone's mommy. some one i thought i would never be!

i had been taking injections to ovulate cos i didnt get AF. i actully did for the first time last month naturally without any medication but i tested day 31 so i dont think it was too early. no AF but not unusual. we will try until JAn and then go back to hospital for fert treatment.

I do feel scared about losing my DH over the obsession, so i have a reality check most days and think about whether i could live without him aswell. just the thought of losing him freaks me out so like you i try and relax.so, yeah i totaly know what you mean.

fasting at the moment so really tired even though i've been sleeping a lot. but, i think fasting has come at the right time it's sprirtiually healing in a strange sort of way. my sons due date is 17th october not looking forward to it. but, maybe i can convince my DH to take me to the cemetry.

sorr, guys i'm going on and on dont mean to bore you. take care

[munchy]

hi girls sorry its took me ages to reply i as off sick for 2 days last week as i have my horrible wisdom tooth peeking through and it has being giving me grief and then to add to it i came in this morning and had an email from my HR department saying that i am at risk of redundancy my whole department is and many more in the company and i will find out within the next 30 days so i am really panicing as if i get made redundant it means if i fall pregnant soon i wont get maternaity pay and there is no way i am holding off trying for a little bub as that will send me crazy i just dont know what to do sorry to go on guys.

mummy2chloe

i would also love to hear if other women experiance these anxiotys i have a feeling it is quite common and normal after all the things we have been through i just wish i didnt have to live in fear all the time as it does wear you down. i still havent made an appointment with gp i think i am scared to go incase there is something realy wrong but i will make one this week and get things moving along also i have been thinking of christmas io no its ages away but i cant help it i have asked my DH to get me a glass plac and have it engraved with my angels name and date she was born and some special words what do you think i thought it was a really good idea also my dh showed some imotions yesterday the song that was played at her funeral came on telly and he started crying i was so shocked he said i thought i was over it and i said you will never be over it and gave him a big cuddle.also sorry to hear your DP has go to work again i would really hate that well i am getting a laptop soon so i can go on hear at home aswell so cant wait to get that.

Sofy
sorry to hear you got a BFN it is so dissapointing as we get all our hopes up to then get it thrown in our faces sending big hugs to you honey. so you live in leicester my DH supports the rugy team we sometimes take a trip up there to watch a game. i really hope you fall pregnant soon honey and its nice that your DH wants the same myh DH wants the same but he is happy not to have another one aswell where i wont be happy untill i have another baby.

Munchy xxx

[mummy2chloe]

Hey munchy

How are you feeling sweetie?? hopefully that wisdom tooth isnt giving you a hard time still?

So sorry to hear about whats going on at work, hopefully you wont be affected by it, you will have to let me know how things go? If you do lose your job what are you guy's going to do? have you already started looking for jobs else where? god i hope it all works out for you, this is the last thing you and dp need.

Did you end up making an appointment with the doctor?? if so how did it go?
I think what you asked dh to get you for christmas is a beautiful idea.

Not much to report with me, just got af so i will be starting clomid on day 5 and will be doing around of iui this month, so fingers crossed hopefully something will go our way with it. my dp comes home tonight cant wait to see him, crickey i miss him when he is gone, plus i am looking forward to having a good sleep, as i can never sleep properly while he is gone.

Sofy

How are you doing hun??