Hi girls,

Sharon - congrats!!! That is great news!!

Janeo - sounding good!! When are you going to test again? Good luck with choosing your engagement ring - that is so exciting.

Bekz - it is only natural to feel nervous at this stage, but try not to - all will be ok this time around, I just know it! Your symptoms all sound v promising too.

las - how frustrating, not knowing what is going on. At least the FS appointment is coming up for you. How great is it that the last clomid cycle you squeezed in resulted in your DS!!

SP - I'm not sure what that is, but at least you have your OB appointment coming up so can discuss it then. I'm sure it's nothing too serious, but that is frustrating when you just want to TTC again, without any hassles.

missbelinda - good luck with the last try on clomid! You never know, that could be the lucky one! You do often hear stories of people giving something one last shot before moving onto other treatment, and that turns out to be the one! I hope you will be another one of those stories. Good luck!!

Hi to everyone else.

I had my next tracking BT this morning, even though I am sure O is still at least a week away. The bloody nurses there just want me to get BTs done when THEY think O will happen, ie - CD14, but that never happens for me!! So annoying, because it just means I will have to have more done over the next week at least until O does actually happen. Only 9 days til my FS appointment, not that he ever DOES ANYTHING anyway. Sorry, I am feeling a bit down again today. So many BFPs, and although I am happy for everyone, I hate the fact that a BFP will never be an exciting thing for me. For me it means nothing, other than fear and the wait for it to end. It is just so easy for most people and they will never know this kind of pain and depression. I just want this to be over, I am sick of being strong and just trying again, I want it to work! Sorry guys, vent over...